I've taken more than a year off from this blog - which was a bad idea, since I only slipped back into denial about my weight and my health. I am now approximately 298 pounds, only a hair's breath away from the dreaded 300. I have been more active over the past year, as I've taken up walking on fairly regular basis. But still, I haven't managed to lose any of my girth, any of my armour. Somehow I justified this through the mirage of 'self love.' I convinced myself that I was ok with the way that I look, and that that was good enough. I completely ignored the facts:
- I am 100 pounds overweight.
- I am not a healthy person, I don't believe a person can be with 100 extra pounds weighing them down every single moment of every single day. I take thyroid medicine, antidepressants, and an acid reducer for acid reflux. At least two of these could be eliminated with a healthier me.
- I am not happy, and a very big part of that is because I am tired all the time. I am likely tired all the time because of #1 and #2.
- I deserve better.
I am going to take my life back. I am going to take my body back.
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